Well to start off with, i’ll give you a bit of a background on myself. My Name is John, I am 19 and have always consider myself straight. Anyway, lately I find myself more bi curious. Well the following story is my only real gay experience I have to work with; at first I was conflicted about it now the thought of it makes my cock hard. So hopefully the story has the same affect for you fellas.

Well it all started with me in town with some mates of mine. I won’t go on to much about it, let’s just say I got way too d***k and striked out with all the girls (this was about a year ago and girls were still my only preference) Anyway disgruntled about not finding anyone, I left town with a bunch of people I knew/met that night. I get home and one of my mates takes the spare room; while this guy I kind of knew took the mattress on my floor (I didn’t know him to well but he seemed like a nice enough bloke and need some where to crash).

As the night went on, I woke up a few hours later to this bloke spooning me and gentle stroking my legs. I didn’t make a move, because I was stunned and didn’t know what to do. Anyway to avoid conflict, I just pretended I was passed out (which wasn’t too far off, I was pretty d***k still). The bloke was poking me (to see if I was awake/conscious) well he than processed to feel my junk. I didn’t know how to feel, I felted kind of violated but at the same time really turned on. Like I was so hard, while it was happened I just kept telling myself that I am just d***k and horny and its only the stimulation that is making me hard (because I can’t be enjoying this, I am not gay). Well he kept doing this for a while, every so often checking if I was close to awaking. At this point I was so hard, all I was wearing was really loose boxers, so it was feeling up my full hard cock.

I remember feeling his cock poking me in my arse, so he was obviously having a great time. I’m not sure if he knew if I was actually awake at this point, like surely he had to know I was so hard, my penis pretty much throbbing at his touch. Well if he did know, he didn’t slow down at all or act and different and I wasn’t going to stop him that’s for sure. It had been about 10 minutes of this before I could feel him slowly and carefully removing my boxers. I felt so exposed lying completely naked on my bed now with a guy now full on giving me a slow handjob.

At this point I was trying so hard not to cum, I didn’t just want to explode everyone because than what would happen, how would he react? Would have he known I was actually awake? So many thoughts were running thought my head. I remember all of sudden he just went down on me. It felt amazing, being at the point of wanting to cum so bad and to have his warm mouth engulf the head of my cock was crazy. I almost came then and there right in his mouth. My reaction to this sudden move startled me; so I casually rolled over to my side and cuddled the pillow.

I remember thinking that at this moment, surely he would give up and this interesting/conflicting experience will be over. But no, I should have expected it actually, my bare arse now facing him. Like what else was a horny gay man going to do? Well before I know it he was gently squeezing my arse and spreading my checks across. I wasn’t sure how I felt about this, but before I could even mellow it over in my mind. There was a hard cock trying to get in my arse. I could feel his size pressing up against my arse. He wasn’t very long but he was thick. He managed to push it up against my arse hole a few times but it was way too tight for his tiny thick cock. I didn’t like the idea of anal but I did enjoy feeling his cock against me (those thoughts were so conflicting). Since I didn’t want to be penetrated, I groaned and he backed off pretty quickly. And it seemed like that was the end of that experience, he went back down to the mattress on the floor.

For about 30 minutes I am guessing, I lied there just thinking about what happened and how I felt about it all. When I felt pressure on the mattress again. I stayed still (lying on my back now) I suppose he was up for round two. He proceeded to poke me and check if I was awake. I pretended to be passed out again. The slow careful handjob continued, once again making me hard beyond belief. But this time my control was not as good, only like 2 minutes after he started stroking me, I cummed everywhere; and I mean everywhere. So there I lay now, completely naked on my bed with my sticky hot cum all over me. I remember I could hear him tasting my cum, well at least that’s what I thought, I wasn’t game to open my eyes that’s for sure. So once again I thought this experience must be over.

But once again I was wrong, I can hear him lying next to me jacking off. He must be turned on looking at my cum cover naked body. For about 10 minutes he did this, while I was trying my best to stay still and continue with the passed out act. Than all of a sudden he got off the bed, he than proceed to walk around to the other side of the bed. I opened my eyes the tiniest bit and could see him now standing hover over me. I quickly closed my eyes and started wondering what he was doing. Than he stuck two fingers in my mouth and poked them around (I am guessing he was testing) Than before I know it I have the head of a mans cock in my mouth. He only stuck the head in and out slowly, never went to deep. I just lied there and took it like someone’s bitch. And once again, I felt turned on (this would be the peak of my conflicting sexual feelings). It didn’t take long of this before he came. I was just lying then taking it all in (literally) wasn’t really paying too much attention to what was happening; more to how all this made me feel and why it was turning my on so much. Well when I came back to reality, was the moment his warm cum hit my face and ran down my neck.

There I was cover in my own sticky cum which now feels cold all over my chest, to having another mans hot cum all over my face and neck. I lied there for ages just thinking, completely naked and sticky. Man I just got used and kind of violated, but feeling overwhelming turned on.

well after mellowing in all over in my mind, I finally had the guts to open my eyes a little bit and this guy was just gone. He had just had his fun and left. To this day I have never told anyone this story. I have spoke to that guy again in the future, but none of us acting like anything happen.

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